
The streets are quiet,
eerie, the walls blank.
I remain inside.
My windows are noisy
with things I can’t see.
I rarely reply to them
because the response flies
away on the wind,
storm tossed and clouded,
darkened by rain
and the fading light.
What would I say
to the ghosts
of the children?–
the ones not
on the playground not
on the streets no
longer living
in an apartment, a house,
a country, a land–
the ones no one can
find anywhere?
How to say the word
death
and to also shield them
from its consequences.
How to explain
why and how
we have come to be
living in this uncertain
tangle of lies
ignorance violence–
a place full
of humans unable
to even acknowledge
or to bridge
the rising waters.
The ones who
would rather drown
than make amends.

Sherry at earthweal has reminded us of all the grief consuming the world, and asks us to write about it. I wrote a version of this poem first in the midst of New York’s early pandemic. I’ve revised it a bit, but the ghosts of the children have not gone away.
This is a wonderful, heartfelt response to the prompt….what to say to the children, indeed. Their ghosts watch us from the spirit world: “They found us.” It took too long. I am struck by the lines about humans being unable to acknowledge or bridge the rising waters…………here we are in a heat wave unlike anything we have ever experienced AND THEY ARE STILL CLEARCUTTING, either not connecting the dots between that and the climate crisis, or being wilfully in denial because money now trumps survival. Gah.
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Thanks Sherry. Yes, the blindness to what is right there, here and now, is chilling. You’re exactly right, they’ve decided that money is more important than survival.
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so many lost children, in body and/or spirit, so many never to be found
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The numbers only keep rising.
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Drown or let drown. We do a lot of that too. I really like the way this poem opens. The storm and the dark outside the window in an urban setting.
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Thanks Jane. Yes we manage to ignore so much.
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We’re past masters.
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Ohh, beautiful. ❤
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Thanks Manja.
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Beautiful, Kerfe.
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Thanks Bela.
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Wow, Kerfe! I think this is one of your best. The beginning is like being trapped in a nightmare or in-between worlds.
There are so many lost children, so many ghosts. . .
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Thanks Merril. The beginning of the pandemic here was extra intense…and the children…so so many.
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Yes. 😔
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All the children lost beneath this great wave of change, the pathos is almost killing in itself. The magnitude of their collective ghost the grief of the age. A futile, almost fatal helplessness. Maybe what we craft that speaks to the enormity of it is insufficient, but it helps us hear the bells. Thanks. – Brendan
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Thanks Brendan. We can’t unsee those ghosts.
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This is the truth of our precarious present. We “would rather drown than make amends”
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Sadly, yes.
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‘How to explain
why and how
we have come to be
living in this uncertain
tangle of lies’
This is my exact problem now for me with my kids. I so want them to have a future in a world worth living in!
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It’s a huge problem. To keep hope alive.
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how to let people know they can release their fear and anxiety – the tools used to manipulate and control them, beginning in childhood?
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The manipulation begins before we are aware of it. Yes, how?
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How do we explain to the children? The world is filled with evil and people with personal agendas. There must be a way to find the path that leads us 7 generations out and we must cling to hope, always.
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You are right. If we lose hope, we are truly lost.
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